Reclaim Your Powerful You! – Day 24
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Reclaim Your Powerful You! – Day 24
Becoming IT – A Poetic Surrender
by Veronica Lee
Somehow I feel I am getting closer…
the water keeps getting closer and closer…
I am afraid. It’s a big ocean – deep, dark.
How can little ol’ me survive in THAT?
I’m so scared.
We’re on the edge –
Everything is on the edge.
I don’t believe we’re gonna make it.
Everything is going to crumble and that surely means death.
Death is not supposed to be a good thing.
Death = Fear
Fear = Death
Either way, not good.
So why do somehow I feel I’m getting closer?
Closer to what?
To my death?
The odd thing is I actually meant getting closer to something BIG –
in me…
or IS IT ME?
Something is happening.
I feel it –
It scares me.
Yet, there’s this pause.
In that… that small, still moment –
Ah – YES – THAT’S IT!
Joy – or near joy…
it’s the IT that’s indescribable.
The pivotal point.
The stillness.
Yet it is IT.
THAT’S what I’m moving toward –
scared, yet excited, to become IT.
Scared that IT will feel final and limited.
Scared that IT may not be IT…
IT may just be it.
Then what?
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